Hello!!!

My name is RUSTOM GONZAGA
My life is spiraling downward,I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and suffocate me dry concert.It suck cause they play some of my favorite song like “Stab my heart because I love you”and “Rip apart my soul”and of course “Stabby rip stab stab”and It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that Flippy thing either … like that guy from that band can do…some days…
I’m an EMO kid, non-conforming as can be you’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me. I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face ,I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs cause I feel real deep when I’m dressing in drag.I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem. The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween, I have no problems but I like to make believe.my life is just a black abyss…ya know…It’s so dark,and It’s suffocating me.when I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction , hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection ,I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses. I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life if I said that I like girls I’d only be half right, I look I’m dead dress like a homo!!....I MUST BE EMO…HAHAHA!!....